Accidentally on Purpose

Was that really an oops,

Or do I need to find a way to lose you

If I were psychic, I could say

I've seen the future and 

You are not the father 

of my unborn children

But so many years ago

I dreamt of your eyes

I dreamt of your warmth

I dreamt of your name

And even the way holding

Your hand has felt

But what do I know of the future

And what did I change in the past

A dream is but a dream

And something forced is not

Worth something that should be

Something fun, true, and easy

So maybe it wasn't an oops

But maybe you're not the only oops

It could be my code to take away

The lonely nights I always have

Or it could be attention I crave

I guess I'll always know

And you never will

10/11/14

MEB